love never fails you

Facts:

- it's 11:25 a.m.

- 91°F/33°C

It has been such a long time since I last blogged, but I had so much stuff going on. Sydneys surprise birthday party, where I had to hide for two days and surprise her that I'm still in good old texas, and the week trip to the river (which was AWESOME), and this week was a tournament for softball.
But lets see how much I remember. Haha

Well on july, 4 (independence day) we went to the shore to watch the fire works, it was pretty good, expect from me getting eaten by mosquitoes...

And then on july, 5th I had to act like I'm actually leaving texas. I went over to my friends house Marina and we spend two great days together. I felt so bad though.

Marina and me went to Sydneys surprise party on the night of july, 6 and Sydney was already surprised by her party, then by our greek friend Elena and when I walked in she started crying and said: You're not supposed to be here.
It was so cute. And it was absolutely worth it. We had a great night.

And I also found out that I need another suit case. So I guess I'm not gonna just bring one suit case. Oh and in case someone else than my mom, Markus, Lisa, Gesa and Eva wants something please let me know! I'm gonna leave in 2 days. (Leaaa, I wanna bring you something, so tell me what you wanna have. :) )

Okay, the river was great, and the days before, too.

 

 I found some other pictures I wanna show you, so I'm just gonna put them here in a random order.

I enjoyed my year here so much, and I still think I belong here. But I'm also excited to see Mo, my mom, my friends. I wanna see hoe they changed and how our relationships changed. I can't wait to see my mom and tell her or show her how much I appreciate her, and how thankful I am for what she has done for me all those years, and how great of a mom, especially a foreign exchange student mom she is. I can't wait to see Mo, because I missed him a lot this year and he's just an incredible horse. I'm super excited to see Eva, because I know that she is always there for me and we get along like sisters, and she kinda is my sister, but the kind of sister you never really fight with. She's just a great person and I can't wait until I see her again. I also wanna see Lisa, because she's one of my best friends, she kept in touch with me, even if it was difficult, because I couldn't reply that much. But she sent me letters, and it always made me smile, and she's just a great person who will always be there for me. Lea is also one if the people I wanna see, because we had a great friendship and we still do. Whenever we talk it's just like I never left. She just gets me.
Actually I'm excited to see a bunch of people. All of my good and close friends, my mom and Markus.
Y'all have been so patient with me and I'm blessed to have y'all and I can't wait to be there for y'all.

"Day 94: Do you keep your thoughts to yourself?"
Sometimes. It depends on the person, some people I tell almost everything, and people I don’t like that much I don’t tell most of my thoughts. (july, 27 2012)

"Day 93: What about the opposite sex can you not understand?"
How can they wait over an hour to reply to a text from a girl they like? I can not get that straight. Haha, it’s not that important, but I never understood why.

"Day 92: What have you learned just from attending your school?"
I’ve learned so much from attending school, I learned how to interact with people, how to work in teams, how to get along with people I don’t necessarily like, how to achieve your goals, have respect for other people, don’t get involved in everything, stay true to yourself,…


"Day 91: Name a book you read in school that wasn’t entirely awful."
I liked most of the books I had to read in school. I liked the book „meine große Schwester“  (july, 24 2012)

Day 90 - Write a letter to one of your closest friends

Dear Sydney,
our year together has been awesome and I found a great best friend in you. I think I could go on for ever, but I just wanna let you know that I love you so much and that I’m so thankful for all that you’ve done for me. I think we had so much fun together and we always know whats on each others mind. I can always talk to you and you never judge me, you’re always there for me. You are an amazing best friend and a great role model. Stay how you are. Hot and dangerous ;)

"Day 89: Are you self-aware?"
Sometimes. Not really though. 

"Day 88: Does money equal happiness?
Not necessarily, but some people are happier when they have a lot of money. But it is possible to be happy without having a lot of money.


"Day 87: What are your views upon sex before marriage?"
I don’t think that there is something wrong with that, but I think sleeping with a bunch of people is very trashy and I believe that those people don’t have sex for the right reason.

Day86: What is the difference between living and existing?
Living means  to actually be active and existing is just very passive.


"Day 85: If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?"
God has an answer

"Day 84: Do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength?"
Neither one of them, crying is just a form of going through things and work it out.

Day 83 - If you had to teach someone, what would it be
About God, I believe. But I would rather have a conversation with someone than lectureing them.

Day 82 - would you break the law to save a loved one
Yes

Day 81 - what is your biggest fear
I think to not achieve my goals in life

Day 80 - a picture from your childhood

Day 79 - least favorite subject in school
Arbeit Wirtschaft Technik

Day 78 - would you rather people be honest with you, even if it's something not good, or lie to you to make you feel good
I want people to be honest with me, because the truth always comes out and I want rather know that that person told me the truth even if it wasn’t something good. Ist like a trust thing. I feel like I can trust people when they tell me the truth even if it may be difficult.

Day 77 - what gives you everyday inspiration
God

Day 76 - how you feel about going green
Pretty good! I like that idea and support it. (July, 9 2012)

Day 75 - what is one of the best dreams you've ever had

I was with Mo and my mom, Eva, Markus, and Chase were there. I loved it, because they were with me.

Day 74 - how would you describe your style of clothing

Day 73 - what are your favorite pair of shoes

I don’t own them yet, but definitely the dark brown sperry‘s

Day 72 - list of everything you ate today

breakfast taco – potato and egg
chicken sandwich
peach salad and a small croissant

Day 71 - differences between you and your best friend
She has curly, and brown hair. I have blond, pretty straight hair. She has big feet, I don’t. She is very demanding and has a strong personality, I don’t. She knows what she wants.

Day 70 - a celebrity you don't necessarily enjoy and why
Justin Bieber. He just gets annyoing and he seems so fake. His songs also show how fake he is, I mean the voice in his song is deeper than the voice he has when he talks? Really? You think people are gonna believe you? Thats just sad and desperate.

Day 69 - powerful song lyrics that you love
breathe me – sia

Day 68 - the best concert you've been to
I’ve been to one concert, from Philipp Poisel and Bosse, and I loved it. It was amazing, both of them were so authentic and real. You had the feeling you’re at a family reunion . I liked it a whole lot.

Day 67 - how you found out about tumblr, and why you made one
I don’t have a tublr, my friend had those questions on her blog and I decided to do this challenge.

Day 66 - if you could switch lives with someone for a day who would it be

This hard to answer. I think I just don’t wanna switch my life, I just wanna be myself and do my desicions to get me where I see others.

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Brandon Heath - love never fails