I like the chance you take

Facts:

- it's 2:08 p.m.

- 93°F / 34°C

Daaaang guys, it's already june. It feels weird, just couple moments ago it was new years, and I started new year in a hot tub, or I just met Chase in january (I believe). I'm not sure how all this happened, but I'm so glad it did. I cannot tell yall enough about how much I changed my views and attitude.
Well let me tell yall what was going on since my last blog post.

Chase and me got all dressed up again for his baseball banquet. It was fun, and uhhh guys, I really like this guy. I mean I love this guy. Haha. And yeah, we do fight, but I always know its gonna be fine and we'll make it through. I never stop liking him when we fight, never. I never think about breaking up, because thats just not an option for me, because I know we will be okay.

Yeah, and then the day I was afraid of came. The last day of school. I tried to get around it by going in during the finals week (from tuesday - thursday, for people who missed to many days of school [more than 2] or didn't have an 80 in their class have to take their final exam.) to get my yearbook signed and get some papers. So I avoided crying on my last school day. I'm very glad.

Brandon and me

Look how long my hair has gotten (don't get used to it, I already cut it off a whole lot.).
The weekendafter we got out of school we had a cousin sleepover at my Neenee's house and Syd and me stole Kyles hats in his car. ;)

last wednesday of school

fatty Maxer and me

My short hair...and me trying to get some sleep in after a wedding shower.

So the class of 2012 graduated june 1, which means my sister and my boyfriend are seniors now. It's gonna be weird to hear how they do as seniors. But I knw that they will be wonderful seniors, just like most of my friends.

Mayra, Sydney, Marina, and me had a girls night. We ate at Buffalo Wild Wings (def. my favorite place. I LOOOOVE wings) and then we stayed at mayras aunts house. Well Marina videotaped the whole night and edited a video. I love it. I'm super weird, but we had so much fun.
We took billions of pictures, too.

Well we're having fun. ;) I hope it works, let me know if it doesn't but here is the video Marina edited by all the endless minutes she videotaped that night.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ytXTiYgWqwM

Sooo. I know it's hard to enjoy life sometimes, but try to be positiv and impress someone with your attitude.

Day 48 - Your life story in 3 words
Live. Laugh. Love (june, 11 2012)

Day 47 - What was your last halloween costume
I was a 80’s girl for our YFU halloween party.

 Day 46 - what makes you smile
Chase, Sydney, the Coe’s, Eva, Lisa, Mo, my friends, sun, beach/pool, jokes. A lot. I try to enjoy life more, and smile through everything.

Day 45 - the last time you tried something new
I try a lot of new things since I am here. I try to get out of my comfort zone and explore new things, who can be so great. Like the other day I wore a dress to school, or I try to talk a lot to people and tell them when I have a problem with them. Trying new things can make you a better person.  (June, 8th 2012)

Day 44 - when was the last time that you wore a dress?
On Wednesday (2 days ago) to the beach. I was wearing the dress Sydney got for me before we went on the cruise for christmas.

Day 43 - is it possible to lie without saying a word?
Yes. Silence can be one of the loudest sounds you can make. Whenever a person doesn’t answer it might be becase they’re ashamed of what they did, they can’t admit to it. I don’t know how to describe it, but not saying a word can be a lie.

Day 42 - Your driver license picture
I don’t have a drivers license, but I have a passport. I cant find the picture right now, I will add it when I have time.

Day 41 - the last time you wrote a letter and to who
It was to my math teacher, Ms. Metz, on May 28th. I love her, and how she showed me what a wonderful miracle math can be.

Day 40 - what are features you get complimented on a lot
That I can make people smile, even if they had a bad day; that I can forgive; that I’m a good friend; that I’m open minded

Day 39 - Why you think you've learned more from the good or bad
That is hard to tell, but I think I learned more from the bad. Because people realize the bad more and the bad makes me try to change  it to the good. When my life or something is good I’m not thinking about it, I’m trying to enjoy it as long as possible.

Day 38 - your thoughts on your generation
My generation is way too ignorant. There are many cool kids, but we all have to learn how to take better care of the world and each other. But if we show more interest and more ambitioned we can be a pretty good generation.

Day 37 - who are you
Good question. I think ist hard for ourselves to tell who we are, its easier for our friends to tell us how they see us. But I  hope they I would be described as a faithfull, happy person who likes to think.
I found my bible verse couple days ago; Make every effort to live in peace with everyone and be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. –Hebrews 12:14

Day 36 - what do you think about your friends
Pretty amazing, great, always there, y’all should be jealous, or become friends with me so we can share friends.

Day 35 - what is your favorite poptart flavor
american question…I just tried cinnamon brown sugar, so I have no right to judge. But ist probably the unhealthiest thing I know of. I talked about it in my biology class, and this one guy eats one poptart EVERY morning…

Day 34 - Your horoscope for today and whether you think it's accurate

There comes a time when you just have to put your foot down concerning a certain issue, and today could include that time. If you have really made it clear to someone that you aren't interested, there shouldn't be a problem. However, you may have just given out double messages.

Haha, this doesnt fit at all in my life situation, I’m not sending any double messages to anyone, and no one is bugging me about dating me, because I’m happy with Chase. And everyone knows that.  (may, 28th 2012)

Day 33 - Someone who really hurt me
I think most of the people who hurt me didn’t wanna hurt me, so I can forgive them. But when comes to my mind is my moms ex boyfriend, I think I was in 9th grade when she had him, but I hated him, and we did not get along at all.

Day 32 – How many pictures do you have in your room
In the room me and Syd share are  not that many, but in my room in germany I have quite a bunch. I have a whole wall for pictures or things I like.

Day 31 - a bit about your social life outside from tumblr
This question is just terrible, tumbler has NOTHING to do with someones social life, from my point of view. My social life is pretty good, I love being around people and hang out with my friends, because thats always fun. I like being around people I feel comfy with, and I always have a great time, especially with my friend here in texas, we always have a blast

Day 30 - 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names
Claire, Elizabeth, Katharina (Katy), Kalie, Grace, Brooke, Luna
Lee, Ben, Chase, Alexander, Moritz

Day 29 - A date you'd love for someone to take you on
Chase took me on couple dates and I loved all of them. I think ist not about where you’re going, it is about the person you’re going with. I mean you can go on a perfect date, but feel absolutly no connection, and that makes it no fun. But Chase and me went to like buffalo wild wings for vaentines day, because I love wings and it was great. And afterwards he took me to get froozen yoghurt, I mean how much better can it get? Haha, he’s the best. I still believe that our lazy days (when we’re just at his house, watching house or a movie, or baseball) are the best. Ist so much more us.

Listen to this song, it's a super cute song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sG8jO0FWfCk

Kyle Andrews - you always make me smile

I was drawing a mud bikini on Chase